what is this?

I really like this girl
but i don't know what to say
I barely know her though
we hang out
but never talk
does she hate me?
She doesn't deserve a guy like me
What should i do?
I feel like quiting
but i never even tried
how can i give up
if nothing ever started
i will never know anything
until i actually talk to her
but its hard
i get nervous
i always run away from my fears
one girl
brings tears inside of me
shes perfect
im nothing
my life is miserable because of this
i got to fight through the negativity
think on the positive side
it's eating up my mind
i can't live without her
but i'm still here
So i just wait
wait for it to end
and right when i will do something
she's gone
taken
it's over
i'm dead
good bye